Whew!

We’re in the clear.
Yes, it arrived this morning. Praise the Lord!

That was quite an experience. Even thinking that there was a chance I could have been, I found myself constantly aware of it. I literally couldn’t stop thinking about it.

Over the last four days, I have felt guilty about those nerves. I mean, I am the freaking poster child for someone who wants a baby, so how could I be praying for my period?
Timing — that’s why. Because getting preggo before July would mean I would be taking away a part of Best Friend’s happiness, and I do not want to do that.

Of course, if the news had been different, I’d already been taking the prenatal vitamin, so that was good. I was already drinking lots of milk, eating well, avoiding the bad stuff, etc. 
It made me realize that if I hadn’t been doing all those things, I would have felt way more panicked — like, ‘What have I accidentally done to this baby, before I knew I was pregnant?’
Happy Friday, dear readers!
*sigh of relief*
P.S. Even though we were both prayin’ for my you-know-what, Darling Husband admitted he had been kind of excited about a December baby.
P.P.S. I kinda was, too. It would have been like a Christmas present!
P.P.P.S. We agreed we will much happier with a May, June or July baby. A planned one!

2 Comments on “Whew!

  1. Glad to hear you’re in the clear! You want it to be something you’re thrilled about when you finally do get pregnant, not something you’ll have mixed feelings about it.

  2. That is exactly it! While we would have been happy, of course, we would have also felt terrible about doing that to Best Friend before her big day — and I don’t want anything to take away from our excitement when it actually happens.

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