We’re in the clear.
arrived this morning. Praise the Lord!
That was quite an experience. Even thinking that there was a chance I could have been, I found myself constantly aware of it. I literally couldn’t stop thinking about it.
Over the last four days, I have felt guilty about those nerves. I mean, I am the freaking poster child for someone who wants a baby, so how could I be praying for my period?
Timing — that’s why. Because getting preggo before
July would mean I would be taking away a part of Best Friend’s happiness, and I do not
want to do that.
Of course, if the news had been different, I’d already been taking the prenatal vitamin, so that was good. I was already drinking lots of milk, eating well, avoiding the bad stuff, etc.
It made me realize that if I hadn’t been doing all those things, I would have felt way more panicked — like, ‘What have I accidentally done to this baby, before I knew I was pregnant?’
Happy Friday, dear readers!
*sigh of relief*
P.S. Even though we were both prayin’ for my you-know-what, Darling Husband admitted he had been kind of excited about a December baby.
P.P.S. I kinda was, too. It would have been like a Christmas present!
P.P.P.S. We agreed we will much happier with a May, June or July baby. A planned one!